Drowning in present sorrows
Overwhelmed by these fears
Stuck here in this infinite void
Crying silent tears
Death is now just beckoning
For me to follow in His wake
I cannot resist so I follow
Unforgiven for past mistakes
He leads me to a land of sinners
A place which they can never leave
They all gaze at me hollowly
With open arms they receive
An offering which is my soul
My body, my mind, my heart
They grip them in their vice like claws
Tearing them apart
It's too late for me to go back
For me to see her and regret
Because she's lost somewhere else now
About her I can't forget
She has totally consumed me
My love for her
Love is like a beacon
Helping when you're distressed
If in life you have nothing
Then Love is all you need to possess
Love is full of Passion
It tells us our Desires
It lightens up our darkest corners
And has the ability to Inspire
Love is unpredictable
Cruel and yet so kind
It's like a thousand personalities
Living in a single mind
Love plays games with our emotions
Our Feelings and our Doubts
Messes us up sometimes
Yet it's something we can't live without
Love is indescribable
Impossible to define
If you've experienced Love
It's uncertain what you find
Love is like a predator
We're its victim and its prey
One moment
I am the guardian angel with few and many names
You are my heart, my soul, my flame
I have been with you since the day you were born
I have taken many human forms
I am the angel who guards over you
I am the angel who sees you through
I am the angel who guides your way
I am the angel watching every single day
I am the angel who knows your secrets
I am the angel who knows your weakness
I am the angel who knows which you love
I am the angel circling up above
I am the angel who is benign
I am the angel who knows what you hope to find
I am the angel protecting your soul
I am the angel aiding you as foretold
I am the angel who help
You had me going thinking this was real,
Reopened scars I thought had healed.
Promised me love, all you felt was lust,
My hopes were high then they were crushed.
Believed your smile, that veil of disguise,
Wove around me, a cloak of treacherous lies.
Thought you'd let me in, but you left me outside,
Had me contemplating meaningless suicide.
Did you enjoy it, darling, watching me suffer?
Whilst distantly watching with your other lovers.
Why did you do it? Is this your fetish?
Causing me torment, is it what you relished?
You had me writhing in anguish, anger, pain,
Clamped me to you in invisible chains.
Drunk with stupidity, like
Sorry for all the pain I've caused
Sorry for closing all the doors
Sorry for not giving a hand
Sorry I did not understand
Sorry I ever let you down
Sorry I let you fall to ground
Sorry I kissed and let you go
Sorry darling I didn't know
Sorry that I didn't listen
Sorry for your tears glistened
Sorry I kept you up at night
Sorry you had to hear my plight
Sorry that I made you depressed
Sorry and now I must confess
Sorry that I rejected you
Sorry for the secrets I knew
Sorry that those words cut like glass
Sorry that good things never last
Sorry for those cuts on your arm
Sorry but I meant you no harm
Sorry that I had to de
If only you knew how I was feeling
Then you wouldn't act this way
Leaving me all alone now
With words that I cannot say
Words which are stuck here
On which I'm choking upon
I know that I'll just die here
If you walked away, be gone
You've built a wall around yourself
A wall that I can't breach
You're going far away soon
To a place which I can't reach
Will you still remember me
In the years that will follow?
I will be but a shell
Devoid of all feeling; hollow
Your beauty is the death of me
Your laughter is my knell
I can't seem to blank you out
The girl I knew so well
What can I do to get you back?
I'll do whatever you wi
I know that you are leaving
Soon you will be gone
I will miss you dearly
But our love will carry on
I knew it from that moment
When our love had first begun
That I wanted you forever
Because you're the only one
The only one I'll truly love
Your smiles I will miss
Your laughter holds me tighter
It's futile, I can't resist
We've had our share of problems
Our arguments and our fights
But when I look into your eyes
I realise everything will be all right
I know lately I've been stupid
I just hope you can forgive
Because our memories of us together
I'll always cherish and relive
Your leaving is just killing me
Breaking me into
Everyday brings myself closer to perdition
I keep on listening to renditions,
Of songs about loss, death and suicide
It's all painted out so clearly in black and white
As each day passes, I get nearer to the noose
Or is it a cut on my wrists that will see me through?
Oh well, either way I'll still be dead
Leaving behind a suicide note, written in red
Oh, how the mighty have fallen and shattered on impact
With the rest of the world I have lost all contact;
Also with reality. And these days I seem to be living in a world of make believe,
Of my own creation, which nobody else can see; yet it's breaking up as I speak
I can't pick up
Suffer well, darling, wrapped in lace,
Broken, bow my head down in disgrace.
Miming words that go unspoken,
Dead and silent, newly awoken.
Mental prison, locked in, not out,
Hunt for reason and you'll find doubt.
Confute my claims, there's hell to pay,
Jury's undecided, wait a day.
Whispered reconciliation in my mind,
Provide evidence to my crimes.
Cruelty touched me, and then it smiled,
Bitter tears are cried awhile.
Guilty or innocent, you decide,
Wanted for loving another's bride.
Look at the poster; it says 'Dead or Alive',
Follow this trail to Cemetery Drive.
Widows and widowers do not grieve,
Contradiction to popular be
A girl sits down and starts to cry
All she wants is to be free, to fly
She looks up, near and far
All she sees is a single star
The star comes closer, moving fast
She's enchanted, as the star blazes past
As the star comes nearer, she's blinded by light
She watches as the star's in flight
The star descends, she brushes away tears
And sees it's not a star that comes near
It's an angel; the skin like alabaster
And the angel is no longer flying faster
The angel stares at the girl, eye to eye
And sees that her innocence has died
The angel lays a hand on the girl's head
Suddenly the girl feels like lead
Her body slumps ,her soul fli
I see a girl standing across the stream
This can't be true, it must be a dream
For this girl's my sister, I lost long ago
She turns and leaves, I realise I must follow
I see her running in a dress of white
And the moon bathes the forest in a circle of light
I follow her, as a predator might follow prey
I still think of her each and every day
She stops suddenly, in a clearing
She turns to me, her eyes full of feeling
I hear a rustle of leaves, there appears a man
He moves quickly, and takes my sister's hand
I realise now why my sister disappeared
It's worse than what I originally feared
He begins to rape her, she struggles hard
The knife arced down, slicing through her heart
Her eyes staring at me not understanding, staring through the dark
The moon shone down, reflecting off her gilted hair
Her body bloodied, naked, bare
The bloodied knife, lays in my hand
I stare at her, where she used to stand
For now her eyes have glazed over, her skin so pale
She looks like a broken doll, weak and frail
I start to wander, mindlessly, into the street
I glance side to side, and look down at my feet
Nobody seems to notice the blood on my face
And with that, I leave the scene, without a trace
I'm bathing in self-inflicted torment
Driven crazy by my own guilt
The blood runs smoothly down my body
Running smoothly down like silk
My facade hides my anguish, it hides my pain inside
It hides my feelings for her, and the tears I have cried
I lay in a pool of blood, praying for salvation
Yet I know none will come
And the radiator in the corner begins to hum
A single teardrop slides down my cheek
As my body begins to lose its heat
In my hand, I hold a serrated knife
Contemplating whether to take my life
I lay there with my eyes shut, for what seems like hours
And all I see is a broken flower
I open my eyes, the choice I've m
A girl comes home, brokenhearted
She doesn't know how this began or started
Her boyfriend's left her, but she can't let go
Of her feelings and the thoughts that he will never know
She lays there crying, in her bed
Hearing loud voices in her head
She's hurt, but she's angry, she can't stop shaking
She thought that it was love in the making
She doesn't know whether to love or hate
But she knows that it's too late
To salvage the relationship, to ask him why
For all she can do now is shake and cry
That night she stares at the ceiling, she can't go to sleep
She lays there and continues to weep
As each teardrop falls, a minute passes
I neither love nor do I hate
I neither destroy nor create
I neither hurt nor do I heal
I do not touch, I do not feel
I am anybody yet everybody
I am myself yet I am nobody
I am stronger as everyday goes past
I am here now but I'll never last
I arrive here at a river which I must cross
I can find my way, but I'm forever lost
As I descend, through to Hell
All I can hear are the toll of bells
I know finally, that my time has come
And that I'll never again, see the sun
The flames of Hell lick at my skin
Voices whisper, all of my sins
They tell of all the crimes I did commit
As my soul is torn and ripped
I lay broken, crippled, on the barren ground
As demons come and embers pour down
I look up and see harpies shrill
Torturing souls, gives them a lustful thrill
Demons come nearer and they grasp my head
My soul feels like it's being ripped to shreds
Isee the Devil, with his crown of flames
Gazing upon thousand of souls, screaming their names
Harpies dra
Please just stay a moment
Please I don't want you to go
There are many things I have to tell you
Things that you don't know
There's one thing in particular
One thing that's on my mind
These things I cannot comprehend
Reasons I can't find
I can feel you slipping from me
I can feel you going away
Promise me you won't leave me
Promise that you will stay
Please stop being angry
Stop please, just don't cry
I know your heart is broken
I can't fix it, but I can try
I know you're torn asunder
Falling down in a pit of despair
Just get up girl and raise your head
Because you know that I'll be there
When life gets hard and feels with
I lay here and stare at this photograph
Of me and you from the past
How stupid of me, thinking we would last
As time passes by so fast
Of times when you leaned on me and cried
And my hand would wipe away tears from your eyes
I would put an arm around you, when you were scared
And rake my hand through your long, silky hair
The day you left me, I cried all night
I gave you up without a fight
I still see him, as he took you away
All I did was plead with you to stay
You didn't listen, you didn't turn around
I cried all night, without a sound
As flames consumed the building, you laid outside
The pain I felt, I could not hide
In thi
Little Red Bondage Whore by crucifiedxxxlust, literature
Literature
Little Red Bondage Whore
The sparkling red lights on the streets,
Lascivious moves on satin sheets,
You work your way down to his belt,
Licking, kissing biting, for him to melt.
Bondage, bondage,
Harlot queen,
When you work it, you make him scream.
Red latex tight and sweet,
You find it exciting to sell your meat.
Walking through the lantern lit streets,
You glance at men eyeing the girls in their seats.
Curtains drawn and moans of pleasure,
High heels high too high to measure.
You like satin, you like velvet,
Whips and lashes on the back,
Passion and darkness you don't lack.
Poison heart, stab in the chest,
You cried to ashes, you did your best.
Li
x i x cut x my x wrist x so x you x can x see x me x bleed x
x each x day x i x live x is x agony x
x can x you x see x my x pain x
x can x you x see x how x much x i x suffer x
x my x friends x are x so x fake x
x i x am x all x alone x
0 how 0 do 0 you 0 suffer 0 shit 0 head 0
0 how 0 can 0 your 0 life 0 be 0 agony 0
0 at 0 least 0 you 0 have 0 a 0 roof 0 over 0 your 0 head 0
0 smile 0 you 0 pathetic 0 bastard 0
0 you 0 want 0 to 0 see 0 alone 0
0 look 0 at 0 the 0 people 0 living 0 on 0 the 0 streets 0
Well Spiderman 3 was okay but it sagged a bit in the middle!!!
Anyway.....what else can I add because my life is not really interesting at the moment. Oh but I went out with Nemo on Monday to the City and absolutely thrashed her at pool-although she beat me in the first game!!! After we went window shopping and that was fun.
What else is there to say but the GCSEs are almost upon us and to say that I think that I might do terrible in one of the exams and that is Geography, so if Ash is out there or God is out there 'Help!!!!!'. I so do not want to fail or I will cry!
Anyway that is it for now so Au revoir mes amis!
....of coursework! That little bugger has been bugging me for the last two years and now it has finally gone!! What a fucking relief and a huge weight off my shoulders.
Anyway that's all I have to say today... and I'm going to see Spiderman 3 tomorrow, so I'm excited andI'm 16 but all men (and teenagers!!!) are little kids at heart!!!!
Check out 30 Seconds To Mars-The Kill video on Youtube..tis fantastic!!!!!!
Thanks for the comment, did you read any of my other stuff? Your poetry is pretty cool, from the ones I've looked at... though they've definitely seemed to be darker than most. I'll be checking back.